So I recently met someone. I was ecstatic initially because he appeared to have a vast majority of the qualities that my "Mr Right For Me" was supposed to have. I felt all the bells and whistles go off so I felt like making a public announcement "SHE may have found a man at last!" But....just before I could approve this message, update my relationship status on Facebook or tweet to my followers, I immediately realized this notion was short lived......
When it comes to attraction, surely there is an abundance of eye candy to satisfy ones satiable cravings if need be. However, how rare is it to come across the "ONE" that actually moves you? I'm not just talking about lust here. I'm talking about the kind of person that speaks to your inner spirit, at least that is what I thought. Trust me, it takes a special/unique person to reach or tap into that inner abyss. That inner abyss, that I call my inner spirit might have been off, hallucinating or something because I really thought I was picking up on some serious vibes from HE.
In actuality I was not. I was just running full speed on my emotions and need to fulfill a void I so desire. Well, thank goodness for friends who know you well and can help you reality check yourself from time to time when your sensors are completely off. Anyways, after sharing my situation with two of my closest SHEs, I got instant clarity and had the biggest epiphany! Everything that was being exchanged between HE and I was one sided. There is no mystery here in trying to figure out which side it was that was doing the most exchanges.
You see both my SHE friends help me see that I was carrying feelings from my last attempt at a pseudo relationship into the present situation, needless to say it wasn't cute. So, as an end result I had to do some reflecting, be honest with that SHE in the mirror. I had to see things for what they really are, a one way street headed to nowhere. I had to cut my losses while the getting was good or before the getting got too good, so to speak.
Do I still think of HE at times? Yes. Do I still hope sometimes that HE will see the effervescent light and come around? Yes. However, what I'm no longer doing is being the Gigi character from the movie (He's Not That Into You) waiting for HE to call or hoping to run into HE. I'm not sitting amongst other SHEs trying to over analyze why HE did this, why HE didn't do that or the worst, make excuses for things in an attempt to make oneself feel better. I will adapt one thing from the Gigi character, never to give up on finding love.
Pivotal scene from He's Not That Into You:
Alex: Then, wh...why would you do this? [He's upset and rubs his head.] Oh, sh|t. Why do women do this? Why do they build this stuff up in their minds, take each little thing a guy does and, and, and then twist it into something else...? It's insane!
[He walks away.] [There's a long silence between them.]
Gigi: I'd rather be like
that than be like you.
Alex: [He walks back to talk to her.] Excuse me? What is that supposed to mean?
Gigi: [She stands up and turns to face him.] I may dissect each little thing and put myself
out there too much but...at least that means I still care. And, oh, you think
you've won because women are...are expendable to you? And you may not get...get
hurt or make an ass of yourself that way, but you don't fall in love that way,
either. You have not won; you're alone, Alex! [She
grabs her coat and storms to the door, starting to cry.] I may do a lot of stupid sh|t but I know I'm a
lot closer to finding someone than you are. [She leaves briskly
leaving Alex alone.]
Hello my
wonderful SHE & HEs. I was contacted by the casting office of Relativity
Television. They appear to be some of the same people behind the hit show "Catfish".
They currently are working on a show that some may find relatable or interesting. It is based on women who think their
boyfriend or husbands are cheating on them “ONLINE” through social media. 
